Sunday, May 23, 2010
HELLO!! :D
I think my blog died, so I came to like. Revive it [:
With Installation! ^^
Heheh. It was totally awesome uh (Well. Although we were told it was worse than last year's, but WHATEVER.). During the mass dance, everyone went high [: Let's start from the beginning.
--Immediately after school; Before Installation--
Went to grab a bite, then gathered at the void deck with the other sec 2s and rehearsed singing 'The Climb" with them.
Gave our flowers to Elyn to put on the table or something, only to find out that a few of our flowers and leaves were rearranged, lost or put somewhere like extras -.- (Haha, Evelyn and mine xD) Then I think someone took the extras back and placed it on a table. Brigitte lost a leaf(?) and started crying ): Everyone was panicking at that point in time cause she was an usher and she was M.I.A. In the end Vidhi found her in the toilet -.-
Rina came out from DEP and wanted to see our performance. I think I started jumping :D Then Desiree passed me a tie and asked me to wear it == Haha. Wore it, and I totally looked stupid in it :l With my fringe clipped up somemore ok -.- Haha. Had to speak to the Rotarians and guests (SCARY D:) and then at around 4 Installation began [:
--Installation--
I shall skip the speeches and the ceremony part and move on the performances.
Sec 2s: Yeah, sure they said we could improve, but I think it was alright :D At least everyone cooperated and that really helped alot. Thanks to everyone who came during Wed & Thur, since it was full dress rehearsal [:
Sec 3s: I think their dance and song item was awesome [: Hm. Other than that I don't know how to describe it.
Sec 1s: Great job! [:
Mass Dance: Basically everyone went high :D But Vidhi and Rina missed it ): Vidhi had to catch a flight and left after the sec 1s dance and Rina left after the refreshments cause her mum came suddenly ): Sigh. But it was fun [;
--After Installation--
Sent Eunice home, had a really fun time talking to her. We talked about our brothers, our friends, our results for the flower arrangement etc. Haha. Then my mum had to make a detour cause we though she lived in Baywater but she actually lived near Yu Neng primary there =.=
Returned home: Tired and slightly hungry. Aletheia was listening to 'Baby' -.- Haha. Bathed, ate, read a little bit of Anthony Horowitz's "Raven's Gate" before sleeping [recommended by Rina :D]. Haha.
Kind of like a summary [: And it was fun! ^^ Haha. Hopefully this changed the people who think Interact is a bore and slacky into a one where Interact is fun and awesome [: Haha.
I shall go and print out Home Econs stuff. Bye! :D
I think my blog died, so I came to like. Revive it [:
With Installation! ^^
Heheh. It was totally awesome uh (Well. Although we were told it was worse than last year's, but WHATEVER.). During the mass dance, everyone went high [: Let's start from the beginning.
--Immediately after school; Before Installation--
Went to grab a bite, then gathered at the void deck with the other sec 2s and rehearsed singing 'The Climb" with them.
Gave our flowers to Elyn to put on the table or something, only to find out that a few of our flowers and leaves were rearranged, lost or put somewhere like extras -.- (Haha, Evelyn and mine xD) Then I think someone took the extras back and placed it on a table. Brigitte lost a leaf(?) and started crying ): Everyone was panicking at that point in time cause she was an usher and she was M.I.A. In the end Vidhi found her in the toilet -.-
Rina came out from DEP and wanted to see our performance. I think I started jumping :D Then Desiree passed me a tie and asked me to wear it == Haha. Wore it, and I totally looked stupid in it :l With my fringe clipped up somemore ok -.- Haha. Had to speak to the Rotarians and guests (SCARY D:) and then at around 4 Installation began [:
--Installation--
I shall skip the speeches and the ceremony part and move on the performances.
Sec 2s: Yeah, sure they said we could improve, but I think it was alright :D At least everyone cooperated and that really helped alot. Thanks to everyone who came during Wed & Thur, since it was full dress rehearsal [:
Sec 3s: I think their dance and song item was awesome [: Hm. Other than that I don't know how to describe it.
Sec 1s: Great job! [:
Mass Dance: Basically everyone went high :D But Vidhi and Rina missed it ): Vidhi had to catch a flight and left after the sec 1s dance and Rina left after the refreshments cause her mum came suddenly ): Sigh. But it was fun [;
--After Installation--
Sent Eunice home, had a really fun time talking to her. We talked about our brothers, our friends, our results for the flower arrangement etc. Haha. Then my mum had to make a detour cause we though she lived in Baywater but she actually lived near Yu Neng primary there =.=
Returned home: Tired and slightly hungry. Aletheia was listening to 'Baby' -.- Haha. Bathed, ate, read a little bit of Anthony Horowitz's "Raven's Gate" before sleeping [recommended by Rina :D]. Haha.
Kind of like a summary [: And it was fun! ^^ Haha. Hopefully this changed the people who think Interact is a bore and slacky into a one where Interact is fun and awesome [: Haha.
I shall go and print out Home Econs stuff. Bye! :D
4:20 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
♥ I's.
I might never be in I.C's EXCO.
I dunno if I should laugh, or if I should cry.
I'm starting to lose my confidence.
I'm not a good-enough leader.
I can't lead like other people.
I get scorned for being too linien.
I can't talk to big groups of people.
I can only do background work.
I feel useless.
I don't feel I have any leadership quality.
I think Xinru should have gotten this position.
I don't think I help people at all.
I cannot believe what Vidhi says,
I'm afraid I'll change with power.
I get too much pressure from everyone.
I try to please everyone, only to get frustrated.
I get frustrated and I cry after that.
I dunno what to do...
I may never get into the EXCO next year.
I dunno if I should laugh, or if I should cry.
I'm starting to lose my confidence.
I'm not a good-enough leader.
I can't lead like other people.
I get scorned for being too linien.
I can't talk to big groups of people.
I can only do background work.
I feel useless.
I don't feel I have any leadership quality.
I think Xinru should have gotten this position.
I don't think I help people at all.
I cannot believe what Vidhi says,
I'm afraid I'll change with power.
I get too much pressure from everyone.
I try to please everyone, only to get frustrated.
I get frustrated and I cry after that.
I dunno what to do...
I may never get into the EXCO next year.
11:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
♥ Birthday suprises.
I finished the timeline!! :D For once I think I finally did something useful in our group ^^
Other than writing minutes ==
Haha. Then today we went to take photos of the school :D And we took a few jump shots and we FAILED utterly -.- Haha. Sadly the photos are in Vidhi's camera so I can't show them to you ): Then can see the failed ones, heehee :D And most of the time I was on the groud -.-
HM. Then... Omnomnom.
Oh right. There's like uh.
Evelyn's, Isabella's, Ania's, Carina's and I think have more people which I either dunno or forgot ><
Then uhh. There's Science CA next week ): I haven't revised anything yet -.- And I'm scared of getting back my Math results too D: Cause mainly I made too many careless mistakes -.- ARGH. This term's Math is screwed D: Eeyer I may not get into Triple Science like that ): Sigh.
Oh well. Anyway, looking forward to 13 May @ school :D Cause we're hosting an awesome suprise for our dear dear friend [: Haha. Sorry everyone can't be invited, cause the cake is going to be small ): Standard size, so nothing much to eat xD HAHA.
So yeah. I pray I get back good results (a pass) for Maths and my other subjects and I'll be happy. Haha. Shall go print out my timeline now. Byee.
Other than writing minutes ==
Haha. Then today we went to take photos of the school :D And we took a few jump shots and we FAILED utterly -.- Haha. Sadly the photos are in Vidhi's camera so I can't show them to you ): Then can see the failed ones, heehee :D And most of the time I was on the groud -.-
HM. Then... Omnomnom.
Oh right. There's like uh.
Evelyn's, Isabella's, Ania's, Carina's and I think have more people which I either dunno or forgot ><
Then uhh. There's Science CA next week ): I haven't revised anything yet -.- And I'm scared of getting back my Math results too D: Cause mainly I made too many careless mistakes -.- ARGH. This term's Math is screwed D: Eeyer I may not get into Triple Science like that ): Sigh.
Oh well. Anyway, looking forward to 13 May @ school :D Cause we're hosting an awesome suprise for our dear dear friend [: Haha. Sorry everyone can't be invited, cause the cake is going to be small ): Standard size, so nothing much to eat xD HAHA.
So yeah. I pray I get back good results (a pass) for Maths and my other subjects and I'll be happy. Haha. Shall go print out my timeline now. Byee.
9:43 PM
Friday, May 7, 2010
♥ Angry, confused
Today was totally... Pissyfying?!
--P.E--
Mad at myself for not being able to explain to the class the gameplay ( UGH ), felt like a super extra in the whole team?
--Art--
Art was hell today (talk about me loving Art -.-) Apparently to the trainer, my flower arrangement can either fail or pass. Fail cause it was messy. Pass cause it still had the round shape. FANTASTIC UH. As if centrepiece not messy! Tell me one centrepiece flower arrangement that's not messy. Pfft. And he just took Vidhi and my flower arrangement and started critisizing them like no one's business.
If he thinks it's funny, well yeah haha. It isn't. His sense of humour is like what. Sarcasm uh. Then compare mine to Shantel's, saying mine is somewhat 'worse' than hers. WHAT. Never even teach us what to do still want to say stuff like that.
GAHH YES IT'S HARD NOT TO BE PISSED AT THIS GUY. EVEN ANIA LOOKED ANNOYED WHEN HE TOOK OUT ALL HER FLOWERS AND STARTED RE-ARRAGING THEM.
And he was the one who took out Vidhi's flowers and all and went to anyhow destroy the flowers. Talk about ironic. Critisising his own work uh -.-
--After School--
Had meeting with Interactors. They were sooooo co-operative. Not. Asked them to sing, they mumbled. Asked them to come up with actions they complained/ talk in their own groups. Seriously, WHAT THEY WANT. Last year didn't want to dance, and would rather sing. This year, they don't want to sing. I don't get them at all. All they want is just to go home.
Do they know they're pressurizing Yenlink and I?
OBVIOUSLY NOT.
Care only for themselves. Sometimes I really wished they went for the interview. Then they would really cherish that they got into Interact. They take things for GRANTED, and it's really annoying to see that since I had to APPEAL in. Consider themselves lucky.
And what. Give black face when Vidhi scolded?
THEY DESERVED IT. They didn't want to listen to us anyway.
If they don't want to sing, don't want ot take part, why join this CCA? Cause it's slack? LIKE NO. If they don't 'wake up' from their idea, then I don't know who will be.
And I don't know why I had to be so nice in front of them. It just sucked. Maybe I should have shouted at them. Maybe.
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Conclusion:
I am a useless person with titles given to me that I think should be better for other people and I thik I'm a total failure in my whole life.
I wish I could change. For the better... Become slightly more... Authorative. If not, people will take me for granted because I'm 'too nice/ pushover'. But I'm afraid by becoming authorative, I'll become... 'Corrupted'.
Ugh. I'm confused. What should I do... D:
--P.E--
Mad at myself for not being able to explain to the class the gameplay ( UGH ), felt like a super extra in the whole team?
--Art--
Art was hell today (talk about me loving Art -.-) Apparently to the trainer, my flower arrangement can either fail or pass. Fail cause it was messy. Pass cause it still had the round shape. FANTASTIC UH. As if centrepiece not messy! Tell me one centrepiece flower arrangement that's not messy. Pfft. And he just took Vidhi and my flower arrangement and started critisizing them like no one's business.
If he thinks it's funny, well yeah haha. It isn't. His sense of humour is like what. Sarcasm uh. Then compare mine to Shantel's, saying mine is somewhat 'worse' than hers. WHAT. Never even teach us what to do still want to say stuff like that.
GAHH YES IT'S HARD NOT TO BE PISSED AT THIS GUY. EVEN ANIA LOOKED ANNOYED WHEN HE TOOK OUT ALL HER FLOWERS AND STARTED RE-ARRAGING THEM.
And he was the one who took out Vidhi's flowers and all and went to anyhow destroy the flowers. Talk about ironic. Critisising his own work uh -.-
--After School--
Had meeting with Interactors. They were sooooo co-operative. Not. Asked them to sing, they mumbled. Asked them to come up with actions they complained/ talk in their own groups. Seriously, WHAT THEY WANT. Last year didn't want to dance, and would rather sing. This year, they don't want to sing. I don't get them at all. All they want is just to go home.
Do they know they're pressurizing Yenlink and I?
OBVIOUSLY NOT.
Care only for themselves. Sometimes I really wished they went for the interview. Then they would really cherish that they got into Interact. They take things for GRANTED, and it's really annoying to see that since I had to APPEAL in. Consider themselves lucky.
And what. Give black face when Vidhi scolded?
THEY DESERVED IT. They didn't want to listen to us anyway.
If they don't want to sing, don't want ot take part, why join this CCA? Cause it's slack? LIKE NO. If they don't 'wake up' from their idea, then I don't know who will be.
And I don't know why I had to be so nice in front of them. It just sucked. Maybe I should have shouted at them. Maybe.
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Conclusion:
I am a useless person with titles given to me that I think should be better for other people and I thik I'm a total failure in my whole life.
I wish I could change. For the better... Become slightly more... Authorative. If not, people will take me for granted because I'm 'too nice/ pushover'. But I'm afraid by becoming authorative, I'll become... 'Corrupted'.
Ugh. I'm confused. What should I do... D:
8:11 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Fuko Ibuki
8:06 PM
♥ Fu-chan, Flowers
AHHH SO SAD D:
I was crying so much yesterday ><
Because of Fuko Ibuki )':
She's sooo strong uh (for a ghost, ahaha xD), she didn't cry when everyone couldn't see her, when she was slowly disappearing. Even when Tomoya apologised for forgetting, she said it was a 'natural occurence' ):
AHH SO SAD D:
LOL I'm like repeating myself xD
Haha. Anyway, I love the bouquet of flowers I made for my mum ^-^ It's sooo pretty :D And it's an A++ (haha, sorry for ego-ing). LOL. Rina and Vidhi were like:" Next time if Elysia gets retrenched or something, she can still become a florist!" <<< -.- Haha, but maybe I'll consider [:
And I haven't revised anything yet :x Well. Geog chapter 3 -.- And a bit of 4 xD 5 is getting a little vague, I'll go refresh my memory soon [: So maybe I should continue facebook-ing all the way till... 9.30p.m and then go make more notes for geog ^^
Heehee. Ok byee :D
I was crying so much yesterday ><
Because of Fuko Ibuki )':
She's sooo strong uh (for a ghost, ahaha xD), she didn't cry when everyone couldn't see her, when she was slowly disappearing. Even when Tomoya apologised for forgetting, she said it was a 'natural occurence' ):
AHH SO SAD D:
LOL I'm like repeating myself xD
Haha. Anyway, I love the bouquet of flowers I made for my mum ^-^ It's sooo pretty :D And it's an A++ (haha, sorry for ego-ing). LOL. Rina and Vidhi were like:" Next time if Elysia gets retrenched or something, she can still become a florist!" <<< -.- Haha, but maybe I'll consider [:
And I haven't revised anything yet :x Well. Geog chapter 3 -.- And a bit of 4 xD 5 is getting a little vague, I'll go refresh my memory soon [: So maybe I should continue facebook-ing all the way till... 9.30p.m and then go make more notes for geog ^^
Heehee. Ok byee :D
7:53 PM
