Wednesday, March 3, 2010
♥ Ironic memories
I find this so ironic.
What happened to the 'lacking potential'/'failure of a POP' thing. I thought I was like the other five (or is it six? :l), totally no hope after getting kicked out.
And yet, this is happening.
I'm class chair. Now. I'm even in Interact EXCO.
Abit off right? And not to mention, way. Totally. Ironic.
I still remember last year, when they announced who would not continue to be POPs. My name wasn't read, meaning to say, I would not continue to be a POP anymore. They told me it was because I had potential, but it just didn't reach their standard.
So... Looking back, if I reflected, is it that their expectations were too high, or was it something else? Hm. Maybe. I didn't want to ask at that time though, because I was like... Depressed.
I wondered if I have proved them wrong? To be better than before, to become a leader somewhere else even though I'm not a prefect. Maybe I have. Maybe I didn't.
Anyway, let's put this aside.
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I realised things today when I was talking on the topic 'friends' with Xinru. I guess that my primary school friends has left their little traits in me in order to find out who my friends are, the closer ones (:
Rina vs. Sherann- They can't burp silently -.- I mean seriously. And they both watch anime, which is one of a particular trait they both share. The only difference is that Rina will try to spite me by saying Tadase suck while Ikuto rocks :l While Sherann respects it, haha
Vidhi vs. Yadiy-Not joker number 2 uh. If like that then I more than happy. Must take on his down side: prankster/ irritater number 2 -.- Haha. They always try to irritate me. And the best thing is, last time I couldn't stand Yadiy irritating me, but now I can when Vidhi does.
Evelyn vs. Jia Yi- Hm. The quiet one. Observes the people around her and participates seldomly in group work. Nice friend to be with, cause they're both caring.
Stacy vs. Sarah- Lol. The first thing that came to my mind was their first initials of their names. It both starts with 'S' So cute, haha. Sarah is really quiet too :l I mean... She is reserved and talks like... really quietly to me ;D A bit like Stacy, cause most of the time I need her to repeat twice, either because it's too soft or I misheard it xD
Ok. So Bernice, Jerlyn, Ellice and Charissa are the special ones cause there is no overreactive (lol!), dramatic, sporty and crappy one respectively (: So until I find others that are like you guys, you guys are UNIQUE :D Haha.
Hm. I forgot that I never update my blog in a long while, so sorry ): Haha. I'll try to do it more often, if Yumeiro Patissiere wasn't so nice to watch :D Haha. So I shall end here now.
Byee.
What happened to the 'lacking potential'/'failure of a POP' thing. I thought I was like the other five (or is it six? :l), totally no hope after getting kicked out.
And yet, this is happening.
I'm class chair. Now. I'm even in Interact EXCO.
Abit off right? And not to mention, way. Totally. Ironic.
I still remember last year, when they announced who would not continue to be POPs. My name wasn't read, meaning to say, I would not continue to be a POP anymore. They told me it was because I had potential, but it just didn't reach their standard.
So... Looking back, if I reflected, is it that their expectations were too high, or was it something else? Hm. Maybe. I didn't want to ask at that time though, because I was like... Depressed.
I wondered if I have proved them wrong? To be better than before, to become a leader somewhere else even though I'm not a prefect. Maybe I have. Maybe I didn't.
Anyway, let's put this aside.
___________________________________________________________________________
I realised things today when I was talking on the topic 'friends' with Xinru. I guess that my primary school friends has left their little traits in me in order to find out who my friends are, the closer ones (:
Rina vs. Sherann- They can't burp silently -.- I mean seriously. And they both watch anime, which is one of a particular trait they both share. The only difference is that Rina will try to spite me by saying Tadase suck while Ikuto rocks :l While Sherann respects it, haha
Vidhi vs. Yadiy-Not joker number 2 uh. If like that then I more than happy. Must take on his down side: prankster/ irritater number 2 -.- Haha. They always try to irritate me. And the best thing is, last time I couldn't stand Yadiy irritating me, but now I can when Vidhi does.
Evelyn vs. Jia Yi- Hm. The quiet one. Observes the people around her and participates seldomly in group work. Nice friend to be with, cause they're both caring.
Stacy vs. Sarah- Lol. The first thing that came to my mind was their first initials of their names. It both starts with 'S' So cute, haha. Sarah is really quiet too :l I mean... She is reserved and talks like... really quietly to me ;D A bit like Stacy, cause most of the time I need her to repeat twice, either because it's too soft or I misheard it xD
Ok. So Bernice, Jerlyn, Ellice and Charissa are the special ones cause there is no overreactive (lol!), dramatic, sporty and crappy one respectively (: So until I find others that are like you guys, you guys are UNIQUE :D Haha.
Hm. I forgot that I never update my blog in a long while, so sorry ): Haha. I'll try to do it more often, if Yumeiro Patissiere wasn't so nice to watch :D Haha. So I shall end here now.
Byee.
8:31 PM
