Friday, February 19, 2010
TADAMU forever~ ♥
日奈森あむ x 辺里唯世!
[xLoveMonster's vidoes are nice :D]
5:04 PM
♥ Scream.
I have to seriously scream for lots of things [:
Okay. Good and bad things, actually. Mainly the good things are my academic results, and some other stuff ^^
The bad stuff is... We'll get to that later :D So let's start with the good things eh? (;
-Does mental scream-
Heheh. I thought I wouldn't get full marks for geography, I thought I would get below 45 for Chinese and I thought that my Science Formative test would get a 13 or something. It's all wrong. xD Well. I did better than that :D So yay me, haha ^^
The most shocking thing is I thought I wouldn't get into the EXCO interview but I did. I mean [DUH] there would be others, like lots and lots of people, but I was still in O.o And of course there would definitey be lots of people aiming to get the same position as me: Club Activity Director [like you come up with all the bonding camps and stuff :D] I knew Ardilla and Xinru wanted that position, so competition was high you know .__.
They asked whether I can cope or not, with CCA and studies, and what happened if CCA overwhelmed school work. Tracy had to rub it in I'm class chairman -.- Haha. But I think I did okay, other than forgetting the motto ['Service before Self' I said 'servicing before self' -.-]. Let's just wait for the results to come out :D I don't really mind if Xinru gets my position, because she can become C.A.D ^^ PLUS, I've outgrown my jealous and petty self from the past already :D
The bad news is here.
Ok. We'll start from the trivial one, haha. CmPS ==" Rina, Stacy and I are dying D: Lol. Shantel and Vidhi slack slack. Tsk. Group and assitant group leader respectively somemore xD Haha. Lucky I did problem statement today or else Evelyn's head could have rolled off today .___.
Let's move on to the more serious one shall we? :D [Ironically, I'm still smiling -.-]
Is this someone so hard to live with? -.- Just when I thought they were getting along you had to seperate tables with her. I dunno who suggested it, but if it really was you, can't you spare a thought for her? Just because you have no patience, are you going to push her one side and leave her like... Ostracized because she is quiet? I mean, get a life la. This is an immature act, and you should be more patient towards her when you already know she needs time to open up. Yet. You're just ignoring her. I don't get it. You're supposed to talk to her, and become more bonded. Not ostracize and leave her alone. You're lucky next week is CA week or else if I see the tables seperated again next week I'm going to confront you and ask WHY you don't want to be a partner and just talk to her.
Pfft. Seriously you know. She should really be struck by lightning if she can't accept people's weaknesses. She's being biased to this someone.
OKAY. I finished my super long nagging already. Hm. Should I watch Shugo Chara Party? :D Then go taunt Rina with the fat Ikuto legs thing xD [Lol. Takes offence to Rina only. No offence to any others :D] She just JEALOUS of Tadase's girl legs haha xD That's why keep telling me that [: Lol. Paigegothugs vids are funny xD
But Ikuto's voice like got sore throat, haha xD Then Tadase's one is awesome. Aletheia tried copying it and it was epic phail xD I managed to get it right once though ^^ For a short while. Haha.
Hm. I'm going to post another youtube vid, maybe to ease the urge to scream. Haha ^^
Okay. Good and bad things, actually. Mainly the good things are my academic results, and some other stuff ^^
The bad stuff is... We'll get to that later :D So let's start with the good things eh? (;
-Does mental scream-
Heheh. I thought I wouldn't get full marks for geography, I thought I would get below 45 for Chinese and I thought that my Science Formative test would get a 13 or something. It's all wrong. xD Well. I did better than that :D So yay me, haha ^^
The most shocking thing is I thought I wouldn't get into the EXCO interview but I did. I mean [DUH] there would be others, like lots and lots of people, but I was still in O.o And of course there would definitey be lots of people aiming to get the same position as me: Club Activity Director [like you come up with all the bonding camps and stuff :D] I knew Ardilla and Xinru wanted that position, so competition was high you know .__.
They asked whether I can cope or not, with CCA and studies, and what happened if CCA overwhelmed school work. Tracy had to rub it in I'm class chairman -.- Haha. But I think I did okay, other than forgetting the motto ['Service before Self' I said 'servicing before self' -.-]. Let's just wait for the results to come out :D I don't really mind if Xinru gets my position, because she can become C.A.D ^^ PLUS, I've outgrown my jealous and petty self from the past already :D
The bad news is here.
Ok. We'll start from the trivial one, haha. CmPS ==" Rina, Stacy and I are dying D: Lol. Shantel and Vidhi slack slack. Tsk. Group and assitant group leader respectively somemore xD Haha. Lucky I did problem statement today or else Evelyn's head could have rolled off today .___.
Let's move on to the more serious one shall we? :D [Ironically, I'm still smiling -.-]
Is this someone so hard to live with? -.- Just when I thought they were getting along you had to seperate tables with her. I dunno who suggested it, but if it really was you, can't you spare a thought for her? Just because you have no patience, are you going to push her one side and leave her like... Ostracized because she is quiet? I mean, get a life la. This is an immature act, and you should be more patient towards her when you already know she needs time to open up. Yet. You're just ignoring her. I don't get it. You're supposed to talk to her, and become more bonded. Not ostracize and leave her alone. You're lucky next week is CA week or else if I see the tables seperated again next week I'm going to confront you and ask WHY you don't want to be a partner and just talk to her.
Pfft. Seriously you know. She should really be struck by lightning if she can't accept people's weaknesses. She's being biased to this someone.
OKAY. I finished my super long nagging already. Hm. Should I watch Shugo Chara Party? :D Then go taunt Rina with the fat Ikuto legs thing xD [Lol. Takes offence to Rina only. No offence to any others :D] She just JEALOUS of Tadase's girl legs haha xD That's why keep telling me that [: Lol. Paigegothugs vids are funny xD
But Ikuto's voice like got sore throat, haha xD Then Tadase's one is awesome. Aletheia tried copying it and it was epic phail xD I managed to get it right once though ^^ For a short while. Haha.
Hm. I'm going to post another youtube vid, maybe to ease the urge to scream. Haha ^^
4:32 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
These videos are awesome :D
Okay. But they're fan made trailers though. Oh well. It's nice so just WATCH people -.-
[Maybe you get inspired and may want to watch :D Haha xD]
:D Okay. I don't have time to blog about the how we went to Junyuan, but here's a little summary:
So I went back to JYPS, I saw Eronica, Sherann, Rina, Ryan, Phyllis, Wei Qin, Zi Qing, [Goh] Jia Hui, and some other people. [Soon Wee went to Bedok Green xD Jerlyn's/ Kai Lun's junior muahaha]
Anyway... I talked with Wei Qin and Ryan mostly. Talking to Sherann, Eronica and Rina, I felt extra [hahaha] because I'm not the same school as them ): ALL IN NGEE ANN LAA. Pfft. -.- So anyway. I found out Ryan knew Gary [okay, maybe but still :D], Ryan's literature was on MacBeth -.- , he's STILL in volleyball, and they don't celebrate Valentine's Day xD
Wei Qin was weird .__. Their class was disappointed when their Biology teacher told them they were learning the reprduction thing in Term 3 [WTH right -.-] Haha xD Phyllis became more vulgar O: Honestly, I'm kind of lucky I didn't go to a co-ed school now, even when I'm kind of depressed I have no guy friends anymore xD
Appararently, NASS plays volley against V.S and Dunman [:
V.S= Ryan, Ming Huang, Wilson etc.
Dunman= Ellice :D
So yeah. So sad our school doesn't have volleyball ): Haha.
-END-
NONONONO. I don't want Chinese New Year to end. I don't want CA1 to start D: I don't want to do History. Or CmPS. So time please stop ): Haix. I haven't revised yet ==" I don't feel like revising at all :/ AH WELL. Let's just do more notes =.=
Heh. I shall stop here [: So byee ;D
Random comment: xLoveMonster's videos are awesome :D
Okay. But they're fan made trailers though. Oh well. It's nice so just WATCH people -.-
[Maybe you get inspired and may want to watch :D Haha xD]
:D Okay. I don't have time to blog about the how we went to Junyuan, but here's a little summary:
So I went back to JYPS, I saw Eronica, Sherann, Rina, Ryan, Phyllis, Wei Qin, Zi Qing, [Goh] Jia Hui, and some other people. [Soon Wee went to Bedok Green xD Jerlyn's/ Kai Lun's junior muahaha]
Anyway... I talked with Wei Qin and Ryan mostly. Talking to Sherann, Eronica and Rina, I felt extra [hahaha] because I'm not the same school as them ): ALL IN NGEE ANN LAA. Pfft. -.- So anyway. I found out Ryan knew Gary [okay, maybe but still :D], Ryan's literature was on MacBeth -.- , he's STILL in volleyball, and they don't celebrate Valentine's Day xD
Wei Qin was weird .__. Their class was disappointed when their Biology teacher told them they were learning the reprduction thing in Term 3 [WTH right -.-] Haha xD Phyllis became more vulgar O: Honestly, I'm kind of lucky I didn't go to a co-ed school now, even when I'm kind of depressed I have no guy friends anymore xD
Appararently, NASS plays volley against V.S and Dunman [:
V.S= Ryan, Ming Huang, Wilson etc.
Dunman= Ellice :D
So yeah. So sad our school doesn't have volleyball ): Haha.
-END-
NONONONO. I don't want Chinese New Year to end. I don't want CA1 to start D: I don't want to do History. Or CmPS. So time please stop ): Haix. I haven't revised yet ==" I don't feel like revising at all :/ AH WELL. Let's just do more notes =.=
Heh. I shall stop here [: So byee ;D
Random comment: xLoveMonster's videos are awesome :D
11:09 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
♥ Crystal letter
"My tears are making it rain harder.
My heart is ice cold in the winter
but when you are around i
want to make it feel like spring...
Is love just an illusion from the heart?
Or is it really real to some of us?
No matter what i want to know if i can love someone
as much as you
Because if that is possible
then the snow would eternally stop
forever
and spring would shine!
I want to be the one who send you the letter from my heart
Be the one who could give you all the warmth under this snow
but i guess that i am
dreaming out loud
But if the letter from my heart turns to snow
or if it possibly melts away
i want you to know the reason i wrote it is
to show you that i will always
LOVE YOU FOREVER...
Now as the snow begins to fall harder
My tears will begin to mean something more
by this message i am trying to tell you
to watch down at me
Because if you do i will keep loving you
And if you don't my heart will melt away
I feel as though my emotions are frozen
in the ice cold snow
So when the moon comes out on this cold night
Will the light
melt the ice?
I want to embrace you in this snowflake
i want you to know that we will fall together
Because no matter what anyone says
I will always believe in you
So will you always believe in me too
If you don't that is quite okay
because in my heart
i will always dream about
for eternity
After all i have said
I still long for your love
and your protection
can i cry right now?
will you notice it under the snow
please don't get mad
But i know i cannot force you to love me back
But i can send you the letter from my heart
It's carved from a crystal
from the snow
and i want you to read it and say to me that
you'll love me forever...
Even if you don't will
spread my wings out for you and
fly forever..."
My heart is ice cold in the winter
but when you are around i
want to make it feel like spring...
Is love just an illusion from the heart?
Or is it really real to some of us?
No matter what i want to know if i can love someone
as much as you
Because if that is possible
then the snow would eternally stop
forever
and spring would shine!
I want to be the one who send you the letter from my heart
Be the one who could give you all the warmth under this snow
but i guess that i am
dreaming out loud
But if the letter from my heart turns to snow
or if it possibly melts away
i want you to know the reason i wrote it is
to show you that i will always
LOVE YOU FOREVER...
Now as the snow begins to fall harder
My tears will begin to mean something more
by this message i am trying to tell you
to watch down at me
Because if you do i will keep loving you
And if you don't my heart will melt away
I feel as though my emotions are frozen
in the ice cold snow
So when the moon comes out on this cold night
Will the light
melt the ice?
I want to embrace you in this snowflake
i want you to know that we will fall together
Because no matter what anyone says
I will always believe in you
So will you always believe in me too
If you don't that is quite okay
because in my heart
i will always dream about
for eternity
After all i have said
I still long for your love
and your protection
can i cry right now?
will you notice it under the snow
please don't get mad
But i know i cannot force you to love me back
But i can send you the letter from my heart
It's carved from a crystal
from the snow
and i want you to read it and say to me that
you'll love me forever...
Even if you don't will
spread my wings out for you and
fly forever..."
-Crystal Letter; Nana Mizuki
I don't really have any particular reason for putting this song other than because it's nice -.- I'm not lovesick or emo okayy xD Lol. But I know for one thing:
Yadiy can always sing this to his girlfriend xDD
Haha xD Sherann, Eroncia and Rina confirmed it for me :/ At first I thought he was joking lorh -.- Now I find it so shocking O:
Heheh. Gosh. Life is so weird right. It may not happen to you but it may happen to one of your friends ):
*Ahem* I didn't say anything! :D
Class tests are OVER :D Now is the upcoming CAs to worry about -.- I just worry about my money first [: Hahaha xD Ang pows is my priority now >:] Then second comes homework -.-
I haven't done my homework yet and my parents keep pestering me to do it if not I'll have lots of homework for the rest of my life :/ "年年有余" as the Chinese always says ><
I think I shall go do my work :D
Haha. Then when I have time I come back blog about what happened yesterday when I went back to Junyuan [:
Kk byee~
1:49 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
♥ Infuriating.
I. Want. To. Sit. With. Stacy.
It kind of pains me to see that her new partner isn't really talking to her alot... And that she also said that she will be her new best friend or whatever -.- I forgot what she said okay? Then if that's the case, she shouldn't have asked someone else to change places with Stacy! And you expect me to tolerate that.
You're a class committee member too, yet you're acting that way. I'm sorry. But this is too immature. Even if you don't like the person you're sitting next to now, can't you just live with it? I'll quote from Mr. Zahari:" If you still don't like your partner by the end of the year, then it's your problem, not mine."
I just thought that what he said wasn't unreasonable, but it's true. If you're going to have to work with the same group of people every time, then what, if you go to the working world, the same group of people will not be with you forever you know. So what if you've been friends since primary school. If you're sticking to those same people and are not willing to open up to others, then TOO BAD. You asked for it.
I admit that Stacy can be kind of hard to talk to her. I had troubles talking to her when I was her partner too, but as the year progressed we were getting along quite well. So if I can, you don't have a say in it. I don't understand why you all must complain and whine that the teachers want to purposely break up your clique. It's for the good of the class! Can't you see? The teachers want the class to be more bonded, to be quieter and they will get lesser complaints.
If you don't see it that way, then I think you better change your mindset. If you think the class comm is behind all these, you people are totally wrong. It's not only the class committee, but the FMs. If you can't see that we're doing it for the better of the class, then too bad. If you're just going to keep thinking about you and your friends, then you're being selfish and you won't spare a thought for your new partner.
So. I hope that YOU [ahem.] will treat Stacy better. I'm not really targetting you, but I'm just telling you that if you don't want to make friends with her, your bonds with others will not be so good anymore.
And to the others: Even if you do not like who you are sitting with now, you still have to live with it. What happens if you go out to work and you're asked to pair up with your rival or something? You're not going to NOT talk to them are you? So just bear with it, and by the end of the year the class should be more bonded [:
OMG did I just give inspirational talk or what -.- Only like got one smiley, which is at the last paragraph huh. Heheh. I've kind of had enough with the class' stupid complaints and whines today. Everyone sounded like immature kids ==" Blabbering about how unfair they were seperated and blahblah. So trivial right. There was one time I seriously felt like socking someone in the face and asking them to keep their mouth shut. -.-
Okay. Enough of all this irritating dumb talk. Let's talk about today's before the seat arranging was made. Which is P.E :D
HEH. TRAMPOLINES ARE AWESOME :D
Espcially if you jump around with another person! x3 I did it with Rina, but I kept going towards her and somehow 'pounced' onto her. Haha, it was fun. And then we wanted to jump somemore :D It's like going super high and then you come down then you 'fly' up again and then you go down xD SO COOL. I definitely want to do it the next P.E lesson :D
And then the arrangement of seats. Well, I'm sitting with Phyllicia. I guess it's okay, since I know her quite well [DUH. My Science labby and last year's D&T partner ;D Heheh] Well for the Rina and Vidhi, they're lucky. Sandra and Esther are their partners respectively [: I worry for Evelyn ==" And not to mention my ex-partner )):
Okay never mind. Since I'm using the computer, I think I'll go relax by watching the last episode of Shugo Chara Doki! So byebye [:
"Bala-Balance!"
It kind of pains me to see that her new partner isn't really talking to her alot... And that she also said that she will be her new best friend or whatever -.- I forgot what she said okay? Then if that's the case, she shouldn't have asked someone else to change places with Stacy! And you expect me to tolerate that.
You're a class committee member too, yet you're acting that way. I'm sorry. But this is too immature. Even if you don't like the person you're sitting next to now, can't you just live with it? I'll quote from Mr. Zahari:" If you still don't like your partner by the end of the year, then it's your problem, not mine."
I just thought that what he said wasn't unreasonable, but it's true. If you're going to have to work with the same group of people every time, then what, if you go to the working world, the same group of people will not be with you forever you know. So what if you've been friends since primary school. If you're sticking to those same people and are not willing to open up to others, then TOO BAD. You asked for it.
I admit that Stacy can be kind of hard to talk to her. I had troubles talking to her when I was her partner too, but as the year progressed we were getting along quite well. So if I can, you don't have a say in it. I don't understand why you all must complain and whine that the teachers want to purposely break up your clique. It's for the good of the class! Can't you see? The teachers want the class to be more bonded, to be quieter and they will get lesser complaints.
If you don't see it that way, then I think you better change your mindset. If you think the class comm is behind all these, you people are totally wrong. It's not only the class committee, but the FMs. If you can't see that we're doing it for the better of the class, then too bad. If you're just going to keep thinking about you and your friends, then you're being selfish and you won't spare a thought for your new partner.
So. I hope that YOU [ahem.] will treat Stacy better. I'm not really targetting you, but I'm just telling you that if you don't want to make friends with her, your bonds with others will not be so good anymore.
And to the others: Even if you do not like who you are sitting with now, you still have to live with it. What happens if you go out to work and you're asked to pair up with your rival or something? You're not going to NOT talk to them are you? So just bear with it, and by the end of the year the class should be more bonded [:
OMG did I just give inspirational talk or what -.- Only like got one smiley, which is at the last paragraph huh. Heheh. I've kind of had enough with the class' stupid complaints and whines today. Everyone sounded like immature kids ==" Blabbering about how unfair they were seperated and blahblah. So trivial right. There was one time I seriously felt like socking someone in the face and asking them to keep their mouth shut. -.-
Okay. Enough of all this irritating dumb talk. Let's talk about today's before the seat arranging was made. Which is P.E :D
HEH. TRAMPOLINES ARE AWESOME :D
Espcially if you jump around with another person! x3 I did it with Rina, but I kept going towards her and somehow 'pounced' onto her. Haha, it was fun. And then we wanted to jump somemore :D It's like going super high and then you come down then you 'fly' up again and then you go down xD SO COOL. I definitely want to do it the next P.E lesson :D
And then the arrangement of seats. Well, I'm sitting with Phyllicia. I guess it's okay, since I know her quite well [DUH. My Science labby and last year's D&T partner ;D Heheh] Well for the Rina and Vidhi, they're lucky. Sandra and Esther are their partners respectively [: I worry for Evelyn ==" And not to mention my ex-partner )):
Okay never mind. Since I'm using the computer, I think I'll go relax by watching the last episode of Shugo Chara Doki! So byebye [:
"Bala-Balance!"
8:33 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
Your sigh seems like some kind of magic trick,
Start gently, okay, in a nice whisper.
If I were to take a bite of that glistening apple, in a that forest full of doubt,
My heart would start pounding and be unable to stop.
You are such a lovely Escort
That you make me a nervous Secret Princess.
A glass slipper, Will it fit? It does, shall we dance?
Even when you wear an unsightly Tuxedo,
I become an infatuated Secret Princess.
Its like my heart is running away Only to become tethered to a tree in the garden.
Until the clock strikes 12, Gaze only at me.
If you utter a single word, my ears will flush red.
The petals wishes play in the wind.
Even if Im a mermaid swimming in the sea, who turns into foam,
I want to keep thinking of you.
A mermaid, whos sole existence is to love,
What a fortunate Secret Princess I am.
Even if I cant take a single controlled breath out of water, Im all right with that
In accordance with such a perfect dream,
Could I be a Secret Princess on a date?
I think you are the one Ive been looking for, for so long.
Even when theres no time left, and everything is over, I wont forget tonight.
Your lovely proposal,
Has made me a surprised Secret Princess.
With my eyes closed, awaiting a promised kiss, my cheeks were pinched instead.
I awaken, clad in my pajamas,
A beautiful Secret Princess,
Whos pierced heart will have to wait.
Lets meet in a dream tomorrow, as well.
Secret Princess; Sakurai Yua/ Hinamori Amu
If I were to take a bite of that glistening apple, in a that forest full of doubt,
My heart would start pounding and be unable to stop.
You are such a lovely Escort
That you make me a nervous Secret Princess.
A glass slipper, Will it fit? It does, shall we dance?
Even when you wear an unsightly Tuxedo,
I become an infatuated Secret Princess.
Its like my heart is running away Only to become tethered to a tree in the garden.
Until the clock strikes 12, Gaze only at me.
If you utter a single word, my ears will flush red.
The petals wishes play in the wind.
Even if Im a mermaid swimming in the sea, who turns into foam,
I want to keep thinking of you.
A mermaid, whos sole existence is to love,
What a fortunate Secret Princess I am.
Even if I cant take a single controlled breath out of water, Im all right with that
In accordance with such a perfect dream,
Could I be a Secret Princess on a date?
I think you are the one Ive been looking for, for so long.
Even when theres no time left, and everything is over, I wont forget tonight.
Your lovely proposal,
Has made me a surprised Secret Princess.
With my eyes closed, awaiting a promised kiss, my cheeks were pinched instead.
I awaken, clad in my pajamas,
A beautiful Secret Princess,
Whos pierced heart will have to wait.
Lets meet in a dream tomorrow, as well.
Secret Princess; Sakurai Yua/ Hinamori Amu
Our class will die [:<
The class comm's going to change seats for people cause they're too noisy and etc. I think it's a good idea, so the class will be quieter xD
Although lots of people will start protesting and then I will kena for not telling them to change seats and WHATEVER. I'm not going to be held responsible. It was the decision of the Class Committee, not only the Chairman herself okay? So don't start blaming me and all that -.-
I'm with Sandra. I think it's okay. But I'm scared she'll mind cause I'm her D&T partner already. So weird right, haha. Unfortunately Rina might be stuck with Mavis :/ Pfft. I don't understand why LOTSA people don't like my group that I go out with ):
Oh well. ANYWAY I ordered class comm members to let Stacy stick with Evelyn >:D Cause I think they're the best pair to be together. [They don't talk what, so let them be together, bond. Since it's most of the time Evelyn bonds with me :D] And anyway, we drew lots and we also got their names together so there's nothing more to say~ [:
HEH. I PASSED MY D&T AND HISTORY :DD
I thought I would fail them both -.- Well, it isn't really good either. Both boderline passes, but still. I'm like OVER THE MOON :D Cause I passed the two tests I didn't study for [D&T] and my the one where my mind went completely blank during the exam [History].
YEAH :D [Or better still. BOOYAH xD]
Tomorrow Yu Yan going to perform and I'm looking forward to her playing Blue Bird by Ikimono Gakari >:] Haha.
I shall stop here and say byee~
10:15 PM
