Sunday, December 13, 2009
"The scenery outside the window changes
Even the season leaves me behind
Being closer than anyone, why didn't I realize
That seed of worries at that time?
Before I'm unable to see your figure
I couldn't say just that, just that one phrase of "don't go"
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
The initial ring I received on my birthday
Remembering only makes me painful but
What I finally realized is that I relied
On you more than I thought
As if to even destroy the times spent together
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday"
-Regret; Mai Hoshimura
Even the season leaves me behind
Being closer than anyone, why didn't I realize
That seed of worries at that time?
Before I'm unable to see your figure
I couldn't say just that, just that one phrase of "don't go"
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
The initial ring I received on my birthday
Remembering only makes me painful but
What I finally realized is that I relied
On you more than I thought
As if to even destroy the times spent together
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday"
-Regret; Mai Hoshimura
Hahaha. I so emo uh -.- Was thinking about sad events in the past uh .__. Well. So weird. I went to look up the lyrics of this song. Most likely because I'm sad and I used this song for the gymnastic practical 'test' for this year xD
Sigh. I still have like... 7 more holiday homework to do, tuition work and my piano practical exam is coming soon, late Feb to early March. And next year my other friend is taking his practical too. He's in Victoria School, and my teacher compares him with me. I feel so presurrized. Hahaha. School holidays somemore. I shall see how I will cope when school reopens. ):
Okay. Boomz. I watched until D-Gray Man episode 93 with Aletheia and when we saw Allen Walker playing the piano we were... Shocked :D Hahaha. And I should have paid more attention to Shiro-chan. I just realised that last year she talked about Cross and his gun, Judgement, that its bullets will keep going back to its target even if deflected. Then I think Yadiy exclaimed that it was 'cool' or something [: Pfffft. Last year we had so much fun talking about Naruto, D-Gray Man, Special A, Jigouku Shoujo because of Sherann. And Yadiy was completely hopeless of naming Naruto characters. I shall make a list? [:
Zabuza= Zazabu
Kimimaro= Kidoumaru
Kidoumaru= Kimimaro
[See. That's why he's so hopeless :P Hahaha. Homecoming he sure kill me one xD]
Then I still remember Yadiy creating songs for Sherann using Kanda, Lavi and Kei xDD And Sherann likes Hannah Montana too and one time Yadiy said Hannah Monyet by accident. xD
[Monyet= Monkey in Malay]
I think Sherann literally whack him upside down :D And I'm going to see everyone on the 29th again for Homecoming. [: And then maybe I can finally talk to Sherann properly about D-Gray Man and not just listen to her xD
Whoa. Thinking about my friends seriously improved my mood .__. Haha. I shall go and watch 'The Host', since my sister is pestering me to go watch ;D Byebye.
8:35 PM
