Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I read Yadiy's post today.
He's going to Perth in November.
He might not come back.
I feel sad. D:
When he's gone,
who am I going to tell my worries to,
who would even understand me,
or even care.
No one bothers to call me at all.
[I mean, he doesn't, normally it's me who calls]
Life is unfair.
I didn't remain with decor.
My group broke up, maybe because we weren't close.
And now, fate had to take away my best friend that I could confide in.
Leaving me alone.
I don't understand why it has to become like this.
I'm not even close to my friends now.
It's just like I, me and myself for this whole term.
If he goes, do I have to bottle everything up inside me?
Do I have to start crying at night after everyone is asleep?
Yes, it's after exams, but I'm emo.
I just wish I could just cry,
But it's like I can't cry at all.
I wonder if he's going to miss the rest of them...
Guess I'll go play some retarded shooting/killing games to stop myself from starting to cry.
Soon enough. [:
Sayonara.
He's going to Perth in November.
He might not come back.
I feel sad. D:
When he's gone,
who am I going to tell my worries to,
who would even understand me,
or even care.
No one bothers to call me at all.
[I mean, he doesn't, normally it's me who calls]
Life is unfair.
I didn't remain with decor.
My group broke up, maybe because we weren't close.
And now, fate had to take away my best friend that I could confide in.
Leaving me alone.
I don't understand why it has to become like this.
I'm not even close to my friends now.
It's just like I, me and myself for this whole term.
If he goes, do I have to bottle everything up inside me?
Do I have to start crying at night after everyone is asleep?
Yes, it's after exams, but I'm emo.
I just wish I could just cry,
But it's like I can't cry at all.
I wonder if he's going to miss the rest of them...
Guess I'll go play some retarded shooting/killing games to stop myself from starting to cry.
Soon enough. [:
Sayonara.
8:39 PM
