Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Okay. I feel bad. For saying you all were not caring about me that day. I mean... After looking at your blogs and all that about how you treated me the last few years... I felt touched. I still remember last year the presents you gave me and the scrapbook (ahaha). Yes. I don't think he was in there but it's okay :D
I know what I said and felt were really bad but I thought you all didn't care for me because we split up to go to different places. I regretted thinking that you all didn't care and left me out. Because I knew you didn't. I just thought it was.
And to him: I am very, very sorry for venting my anger on you because I knew it wasn't your fault and I said all those hurtful things to you and I cried and you still had to comfort me. And I didn't know your handphone was confiscated so when you didn't reply I thought you didn't treat me as a friend anymore. Well... I thought. But after you cheered me up that day I realised all of you actually cared for me. And I kind of took it for granted and I'm sorry. And I could still hear the smile behind your voice. You don't seem to get angry huh? Two words: Simply amazing.
I'm sorry to all I have been angry for the past few days because I thought you didn't care but now that I know, I feel that I let all of you down...
I know what I said and felt were really bad but I thought you all didn't care for me because we split up to go to different places. I regretted thinking that you all didn't care and left me out. Because I knew you didn't. I just thought it was.
And to him: I am very, very sorry for venting my anger on you because I knew it wasn't your fault and I said all those hurtful things to you and I cried and you still had to comfort me. And I didn't know your handphone was confiscated so when you didn't reply I thought you didn't treat me as a friend anymore. Well... I thought. But after you cheered me up that day I realised all of you actually cared for me. And I kind of took it for granted and I'm sorry. And I could still hear the smile behind your voice. You don't seem to get angry huh? Two words: Simply amazing.
I'm sorry to all I have been angry for the past few days because I thought you didn't care but now that I know, I feel that I let all of you down...
5:49 PM